GRIEF & YOUR FAITH.

I think two things happen to your faith, whatever that faith or belief is, when going through grief. You either fully immerse yourself in it and feel comforted by it, or you question it and are dissatisfied by it. For me, I’m in the question and dissatisfaction phase. My beliefs aren’t traditional or religious, I am more a spiritual person. I believe in signs from a passed on loved one, or spirit, which can come to us in the physical world in numerous ways. I just find I’m not feeling satisfied by the signs I’m receiving. They aren’t enough. They are too small. At this point, one plus year in, I doubt they’ll ever be enough. No sign will ever heal the void in my own spirit from my friend’s loss. What do you do when you’re struggling with your belief system or faith? How do you find your way back?