NORMALCY & GRIEF.
You think you are navigating the world ok, but then your grief finds you. It punches you. Hard, in the chest.
Your feelings of being incomplete and lost come flooding back.
It's almost like those times inbetween your grief where life feels "normal" have become a curse versus a blessing. When the grief returns after those times, it feels amplified almost, you physically feel the void of that person missing.
I truly wonder if this is just how life is from here on out...
States of normalcy and unrelenting grief.